Changes....Do I Need That?

I always think that my life will be the same until I meet my God. I live at the same house, work at the same place and friend with the same people. But when I heard most of my friends have 'migrate' to new life, then I realise, It's about time for me to change. I heard some of my friends already jump from one company to another, which means better offer i.e. increase in pay. Different from me, still loyal and devote at one company which low in pay and have unattractive fringe benefits. I question myself, am I deserve to stay there or my friends are better than me? Then, I decide, I also need to change. Here I'm, at new place, with new environment which completely different from my previous company. Mission accomplished.

But it does not stop there. I also see most of my friends have partner and family. Even their kids are turn 4 next month! Then, it's me. No partner at all. What should I do. I have this perception that God already determine my destiny i.e. who I'm suppose to marry with and subsequent of my life. However, without effort, it totally meaningless. I do not where to find my soul mate? I also don't have specific criteria for that? What should I do? My close friend loves to mention this phrase, 'If it's to be, it's up to me'. So I just let the life flow accordingly. I also set a target, to marry before 30 (hopefully God accept my request!!!)...

For now, I just enjoy my life!!!!!

rgds